Sun And Moon?

Looking at the sun. It has its beauties. It shines and makes the world go round in ways that only it can. It helps growth and keeps some people happy with its warm rays. It seems to keep warmth to itself also, those days when its bright and freezing at the same time. Its a jealous thing to never be ignore for its dearest lover the moon is most admired. This lady Luna has many names but all never tell the real beauty of this glorious thing. She shines enough to let those that need, to see. She helps those stranded to find a way. She shines as no one else may and shows the earth how she is powerful by the way she moves the waves, the waters of any kind, to different lengths than in the day. Her nighttime hunting for her lost love helps others find what they've been missing. People find either they have found everything in one person it nothing in something so insignificant they focus so much on that, they can't find that true thing that they need. The dearest moon finds the small things in life to make us smile. She is kind so she may one day be reunited with her dearest love, the sun. Will they be allowed longer lengths of time with each other. Shall they be together forever at last? Will we ever know such results? Shall it be in this way, a great and glorious day which we behold in wonder? Playing those keys until the end of time...

Only My Opinion?

As far as anyone can go when it comes to things we want, we feel like we never get far enough. We never go enough of one way to be able to stay in that one position you may want to be. Are you wanting to be happier all the time? What are you able to do about that? How can you change your outlook on life? Now my opinion is that following God can help. Reading His word. Listening to Him. Deciding He knows best and keeping still until He tells you when and what. If you ask Him a question, wait for His answer. His answer could be no. It also could just be patience until He decides to tell you His plan. What do you do? Will you listen. What if He answers no? Do you give up? Well I hope not. His time is so different than ours. If we give up, what will we become? Will we just be quitters for the rest of our lives? Will we excel in everything else to try and forget those hard things to accept? Will we be moaning and complaining of what we can't have when we have so much already? Well, just decide. Decide your fate and the fates of others around you shall change in colour as you decide yours. Will you be blue and down? Or extravagant and orange? Always your decision how you take things no matter what people think you must do. You're the greatest you when you are only you.

What is In His Eyes?

His eyes. They are pools of confusion and sadness. As he looks away and you look at them you can see the wheels turning. He's pondering what life he may have or maybe something that was said. Maybe its how you look and whether or not he should comment. Maybe its what you may be thinking or what could possibly happen next. Whatever it is, it seems to have taken him to a different world that's possibly destroying him. Is it your fault? He may say no but you know it is. You try keeping the silence for whatever amount there is until one of you find something to comment. Is it a good comment? He answers but you still must wonder, what is he really thinking as he just stares off. Its probably the past but you never know. He could be thinking of someone or something but who could that possibly be? If you could know his thoughts maybe the world would be better? Maybe it would make your world worse? Would everything fall apart or would it get better because you understand him? It may even out a little at least. But that hopelessness you may see in his eyes... its not something you want to look at but its also something you can't help but look at sometimes.

Silence...?

Do you feel silence? Or is it just something that you can or can't hear? Well silence to me is different. It's something you hear and feel. Silence is somewhat peaceful. Especially depending on who you're with. If that person is able to silently sit with you while looking in that distance, they either know what you're feeling with this wonderful silence or they're thinking of what to say next because maybe they feel silence is awkward. Silence is only awkward if you make it so. If you think it is then it is. It all depends on you but it doesn't have to be. Silence is a beautiful thing unless it's that angry silence. Find a way to be happy in that silence otherwise it's a tensioned silence which is never fun. Silence to me is peaceful, not bad, not aggravating. It's something to look forward to. Of course silence is also not only this thing that's no sound. It's also the wind singing it's silent song. It's the water mumbling to you it's secrets of the world. It's the trees telling each other what the squirrels and birds may be doing and looking down on you. Not in the sense that they think you're worthless, but in the sense that they're smiling and thinking how young and naive we may be. Silence may also be those thoughts that you've left to the side to think on later and think only of those things that are calming. Maybe it's listening to music that keeps you happy. What is your idea of silence...?

Hold On When Its Hard

How are you able to determine whether someone is trustworthy or not? Well it depends on the person you are. Whether you're able to discern a persons character and thoughts and feelings as easily as you can taste something. Now I don't know anyone like this but it'd be a great skill indeed. But you as this other person who has to, in one way, test how trustworthy a person is. Unfortunately not many people are to be trusted at all and its not always easily seen until one thrilling (said in a despairing way) day that crushes someone. Now you do need yo move on. Its sometimes hard. Especially when you felt like this person was either close or amazing in some way. Whatever happens, you do need to hold on. To those that are really there for the actual and important you that they've led you to believe they were there for. Keep holding on because if you let go everything could fall apart even more and you never know where it could go from there. Hold on to those proven friends and family that have shown to be true over times more than you could count.

That feeling when you're sick because you feel bad. You feel bad because why? Because you told that someone you like them but also stupidly told them that you don't want to like em because they don't believe in the same thing. Why feel bad then? We are both just people right? Well we are people but not just people. We are people with a somewhat forbidden like. And also maybe you made the other kind of go backwards in the line of thinking. Maybe you wish none of that had been said. Can you change it? No. Can you still be friends. It almost doesn't seem like it but that may break the heart more. But what is there to be done? Can you pretend it didn't happen? Technically yes but lets face it, it'll still hurt. I mean you could ignore beliefs and go on in happiness and let it crash and die. Or wait. It sucks but waiting is possibly the best option sometimes.

So What?

It almost seems like I can't do certain things that I want and I don't want to do certain things that I need. Isn't that everyone though? Can't we all say that we only do what we want and not what we need? Shouldn't we try hard to do what we need? Its a decision that must be made by one human and may be held by others if its carried through in the correct manner. So what if it happened that we held to our promises? We kept those things we say we will do although its hard to do? Well things might go along smoother in a way. Things between people would be somewhat nice. We'd be at least a bit happier. So why don't we? Excuses. We bring up excuses that either don't make sense or don't matter. Why? Because we are too much of lazy asses to do otherwise. We can do things but dude, apparently its 'too hard' and what not. Well so what? If you really want it, get it. If you can't get it. Work harder. Like with women. I don't believe in playing 'hard to get' is really fair but if a man really wants, he should actually try to get rather than it being too easy. Of course girls really shouldn't ever be mean about it. There is never a reason to be mean to either your crush or someone that's crushing on you. I mean you shouldn't pretend to like a man but you shouldn't be mean about it either way. Be respectful either way. Men should be to. Everyone should at least be respectful.

My One Question

My one question. How are you able to think you're a great person without sounding arrogant? I cannot find a way for this to be possible. I cannot see how you can seem just genuinely thrilled with yourself without seeming to love yourself too much. Is there a way to think yourself positively brilliant without spoiling joy of someone? Brilliant in the way that I am great as myself, as a person that people may think I am. That's one of the only things that bother me. I'd love to think of myself better but I extremely don't want to be arrogant or to be thought of as arrogant. That would be a terrible thing indeed.

Do You Know?

You know those people that seem so overly confident and arrogant? Those people that "know they're amazing" and tell everyone? Those people sometimes are actually hurting. They have to be confident looking so that people will notice. Maybe they don't get any or enough of that at home or anywhere. Maybe they were made fun of somewhere and needed change so maybe people would like them. You should never put down anyone just cuz they're mean. Maybe you shouldn't be the greatest friends with them but you can always say hey once in a while to anyone and find out how they're doing. There are also those depressed people. Those people you don't know if they're gonna be gone tomorrow, the next hour it the next minute. You never know who those people could be. Of course there are those actually over confident people. You still need to love them even if they act some way that isn't great. All you can do is try to make someone feel better whether they look like they need it or not. You never know either way.

What is Genuine? (Friends)

Watch out! Your friend may be telling you complete lies! I'm not talking about your boyfriend or girlfriend. I'm saying your friend. Maybe even someone that says they're your best friend. You can't trust alot of people! Why do we? Because its easier to think that everyone is trustworthy rather than have to be careful. But if we were careful things would possibly be different. 1: it'd be hard for people to feel betrayed by anything almost. 2: maybe more people would be genuine in what they say to people. 3: there would possibly be less heart breaks. This is what I think it should be like anyway. What if we were those nice people? Well what if we were hippies and decided peace and love were more important than being clean, than looking good. Who really cares? They only judge. Whether it be what they think a good judgement or bad, its still a judgement. Now you find your true friends by possibly not caring for certain things that you used to or change in different ways. The people that look at you badly for whatever aren't the good friends. People that either love your change or respect it but maybe don't totally agree with it, they're your true friends. You can trust them to tell you what they actually think of you, the world, music or anything you might think is cool. If people like things just cuz you do, that's not genuine.