Physical possessions shouldn't be so important to me, though what I've lost had value to me, it hurts what and who I won't see again because I care more about my own sanity and mental health than people. I'm allowed to mourn when I think back, but it's never where I'll stay. I choose myself, my cats, and the future I strive for. I thank the gods for all I've been able to keep. I give thanks to the gods for the hope and promise for a better future. I thank the gods for knowing and showing me what I need, though it may not always be what I want.