Keep With Love

We always call it love, that feeling deep inside. Maybe we'd like to shout to the world our glorious feelings but is it only that feeling that keeps you happy? Is it truly love? It may very well be truly love but love isn't only thef feeling you get when you're around that certain person. Its the commitment you feel. Not like its chains around you to keep you from wandering but commitment that makes you happy that you're alive and with this special person. You understand, right? You can't be falling in love with everyone, your heart gets messed up and broken until you feel you cannot feel a thing and you are the starting of the zombie apocalypse. You need to be content with one human being, you can't have all of them because they aren't all for you. Each person has their significant other. If you haven't found yours yet then good luck! Otherwise, be happy with what you have some people don't even have that much...

Just Calm Down and Talk Up

HEY! What are you doing? Are you mad at someone? Are you not talking to your boyfriend because you believe he should already know what you're mad or sad about? Did you know guys a are really oblivious? Sometimes they do catch things but not always. All you need to do is freaking talk about it! Don't yell at each other about it. If you actually loved each other you'd talk things out instead of just getting mad because maybe your lover or beloved seriously doesn't get things quick enough for you. Maybe they seriously don't figure things out and don't have that quick reflex of emotion as you do. You just need to calm down and just remember patience. You stay longer if you really want to make things work out which one way is telling that significant other your problems instead of keeping them shut up inside and making everyone burn in hell for it because you think they should know your mind. They are not mind readers. You don't need to be in hell or put anyone else there if you'd just calm down and speak to someone that really seems to care. Some people aren't good at looking like they care when they care deeply though, like me. Maybe they love you and you don't feel like they do because they don't seem thrilled at everything or as in love as they really are. They have a true heart at least, realise that. The true heart is better than anything that anyone could say. They have true feelings and seriously care and will not leave you. That's what actually matters. Those bad boys that say they love you and cheat on you with every girl in the world, you always go for them because they give you a certain feeling. No. You need the true feeling and thoughts. It's a deeper feeling that you can sometimes tell. You may ask about it, you might doubt it but in yourself you really do know how the feel. They do give you affection, only they right amount. Not too much, not too little, just right. They are as sweet as they can be. You can't make them different. They are already that wonderful them that knows how to do what they do the way they can do it. Pick correctly once and be forever grateful.

What is...?

I am only a leaf subject to the things of this world. I fly in the wind, resting for moments before I may be picked up again. But have I a home ever in this world? Shall I always fly around? Or would it rather be the two choices: In the garbage or disintegrated into nothingness at the end of me? Shall I be nothing for no one? Maybe everything for at least one person? I can make people cry but can I make them laugh? Will I always be the same person that really cares but doesn't know how to show it? Shall I be sweet and loving or mean and despicable as an elderly woman? Shall I come crashing down from a ceiling or rise from the ground? Shall I be the Time Lord I'd like to be? Shall David Tennant return as his rightful roll of the Doctor? Shall books be made about me? Shall I be forever and very much forgotten to the world when I pass from this life to the next? Will someone embrace my will and understanding in certain things or will only me and my face be remembered? Will my thoughts be transferred into what the world may be though it may be hurtful? What can thoughts do but make believe stress around you? Can you be what you want? You can always try. There is always hope in the hopeless, especially when you think there is nothing for you or anything around you. Just be happy with this life keep living your wonderful or dreary life to the best of your ability. Just... Try to be happy.

You may feel like you're on top of the world some day but really you're on the bottom rung of your journey to greatness. If you think nothing of yourself but always others then you may be higher than you think. Of course, if you think that you're worthless that is quite selfish because you're still thinking of yourself. You may wish to think that maybe you will be higher in your intelligence if thinking you're of good use to all while in reality everybody may hate you. Although you may have great skills people don't really see what you may accomplish. Only think that you are here for a reason. Know this and see that you are a special person. Be glad that you could experience the world and discover what you may become here in what little or much time you have here.

Hugs.. ?

Hugs. They are your strength when you need something to hold on to. Hugs. They're your comfort and happiness when you need something to look forward to. Depending on who gives you a hug, it's the best thing that special person could give you. Sometimes you can't ask for anything and you get much by giving or receiving a hug. It's certainty that things will be alright between you and another. It's a special moment when you're crying when that one person decides to give you that needed push in the right direction. That courage that you get, you feel like you can do anything. For some people maybe it's awkward for too long, but those are really the best. I mean even if it's only for minutes, it doesn't matter, they feel just wonderful and you get a warm feeling inside. Happiness goes through you and you just can't help but jump for joy whether it be in your soul or in real life. It's like sugar energizing you. Sometimes it becomes one hundred times better if you get that kiss along with it. This hasn't happened to me but it looks wonderful and seems like it'd make things even better. Even if it's just the simplest kiss. The smallest moment can always be very wonderful. Be thankful for those small moments anyway, for those you need to remember for they can be the best moments of your life.

Don't Worry...

Could you worry so much that you worry your fears into reality? I mean if you worry too much about losing someone, will it happen? It seems to be working so far, it's one of the most terrible things in life. Just live life and don't be worrisome such as I am. It gives trouble. Don't be overly cautious, you might miss something. Be that awesome one you are. Be stunning and accept it. Be incredible with everything and do those things you dream. It may take work, but most things do. You can do what you dream. I really believe you can. You can do anything you'd really like to do. If it's really within your power to act, then do so. If it isn't so perverted, then do it. Be happy and do what you need. Don't do what you want all the time but let those times be cherished. Be what you need for people that you love. Do what you want when it's the most opportune moment. Go live and be happy while making people happy also.

Only Know

Could someone that can see everything around them, be so blind when it comes to friends or just people in general around them? Especially the ones you've been close to for several years? Could you be so insensitive? You only think of yourself? What is this world to you, a piece of cake? To go wandering around laughing at people as if they are insignificant and you are the big dog of any operation. Do you feel such pride in your arrogance that you fail to see what may be leaving around you? You don't have to feel lowly and not sure as I do. But don't be so arrogant. Don't be the one that annoys everyone because you have decided you know everything. Don't pretend to know everything. Only know the things that are precious. Only know the people that you were close to. Only know That you are a precious human being. You are wonderful in how you were made. Don't just push it in people's faces. Don't decide you are the best while others are suffering either inside or outside. Don't put fear out and make it look like happiness. Make happiness and show it in love to everyone around you. Friends are precious. Good friends are hard to find but when you find them, don't take them for granted, they may decide to leave. Love them for that precious time you have with them for the times ahead as their loyalty may be tested. Don't assume that someone will be there for you but if you need someone to fall back on, try trusting and see what works. Is no one trustworthy? No one you've met then. But keep searching. Don't search for what you'd LIKE, search for what you NEED and not what you think you need. But be happy with yourself at least a little bit first and find someone that can help whether it be a parent or sibling or really close friend or maybe spouse. Be happy with what you have now, you may not always have it. Only know I am a friend to everyone.

The Difference of Loves?

I believe a girl should never play "hard to get" but they shouldn't be desperate. They should wait for the man to get there. The man needs to be that guy that takes the step forward. The man needs to decide if this person really is right or if she's been used too much. Maybe she's been used and really needs someone to pull her out of the muck she got herself in? Well, let's see. Help her out. If she needs it she might cry out in different ways. Either she'll turn away and say "No, it's okay." Which means "Please just hold me." Or maybe "Please ask again." In this case do both and see what happens. Girls make no sense whatsoever but they do need that love from you. They need to know at all time that you love them as much as you say. Some guys are the same way. But this is how girls are made. Men are made to be tough and loving like a teddy bear. Able to beat you up if you need it but so very loving because they know they can beat you up. Be very protective, not overly protective, over your loved one. Girls, don't be mad if they're just talking to another girl, it isn't wrong. Just be with him if he is, don't scowl at him because he's laugh at something she said, laugh along because maybe it really is funny. Don't be all stuck up and like Rihanna's song "Only Girl In The World". He should treat you with respect as he should all girls, but you being the special one, he might just treat you with more kindness. NEVER pull the "If you loved me you'd do this" and decide you'll get away with it. It doesn't work that way. If they love you they'll do what you need not what you want. Just love each other, ok?

What of Happiness?

What is something happy? Do you have something yet, or shall I wait for a bit longer? You have it? Okay, now imagine all the wonderful things that could happen with that happy thing whether it be a person, place or thing. Now put it down, does it spin out of control without you or does it not need your help? Maybe it only needs a little bit of your help? Will you try to give it more than it needs? But what if that destroys it? STOP! You need not do too much for it, it may not like it! Maybe it's a person and it just needs love? Give them a hug, a hug that THEY need, not you. If it's a long hug, fantastic. If it's a short hug, squeeze as though it were to go on forever. Does your happy thing, place or person just leave when you put it down like it's a Mii? Or does it long for more of you and your wonderful grace? If it wants to leave, don't feel bad, things and people come back. It could be in your imagination but that is better than nothing, right? Don't doubt yourself, friend. It's okay, your ideas don't need to be perfect, you're only human. What we strive for is to become better people, right? I'd like to be a better person. I mean, you can't be better at something without failing at something at least once. Is a boy or man (Or girl or woman) that, at first loved the idea of being in a relationship with you but then decided it wasn't the right thing or you're not good enough or they found someone else? If they say you aren't good enough then find me so I can kick them because that is never true. You are always good enough for anyone, you just can't be too rough or fast or anything. You just need to go whatever speed that special one is going so you can move on together instead of separately. Is he/she pulling you back? Maybe you do need to slow down. Can you for that person that you've decided to be with or will you be too focused on yourself? Just calm it down and see what happens.

Stop. Rewind... Possibility?

Could we pause? Maybe rewind a bit from this reality that we might call happiness? What would we do with this rewound information that now is in our heads. We know what's going to happen next, will we toy with it before we do something productive? Would we leave things as they are or maybe try and make the world better in small ways. I mean we should be doing the latter anyway as we're here to help and not to hurt. But what if we rewound a bad memory and made it good. Telling a friend something then rewinding because it looks like that friend got hurt. But then we'd get no real learning experience, would we? It hurts to be in this world but, dear friends, that's how it will always be until we learn to really live with ourselves and others.

Life for just anyone could be greater than anyone could expect. This stupid government decides to try and 'take care' of everything that trouble us. The only thing is they're so deep in debt that they can't control it. What's that verse? "Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?" Shall we stay with this example of this government or be stronger and better? Shall we try and help the government? Well, you can ALWAYS try but you never know whether or not you'll succeed. Just do what your life depends on, do nothing completely stupid. Maybe a little stupid will suffice, but man, don't go with the flow.

Your Other Half?

Depending on who you pick, your journey could be the loneliest thing. It might be the worst experience of your life. It could also be the best if you and your partner decide to actually work together as a team instead of as two separate people. Lots of wonderful things could happen if you just worked together. If you 'don't feel like it' or something, then you don't deserve to be in a relationship. A relationship is never about one person. It's about what both think and feel and what you guys are gonna do about it. If you can't or won't work one thing out, then how do you expect to work anything out? You have to learn how to work everything out. You need to learn how to listen to each other. You have to learn to actually be willing to think about what your partner is saying and maybe understand where they're coming from, maybe you should apply those concerns to your sad life. Maybe you have the happiest life. That is just brilliant but problems always come, they just haven't got to you yet, because everyone has the crazy idea that in this society, you are 'free' to do what you want no matter what. NO. I don't care what people tell you, it isn't true. I mean you can try but doing what you want may be different than what your other half may want to do. This is mostly the case and, this creates problems if you decide your way is only right. Be more flexible in your thoughts and ideas. Be happier. See what really works.