In This Heart

There is a heart breaking in fear. In fear of anger and not being accepted. To protect, to pretend it doesn't matter, it must put all walls up. In these walls there are chips so people might poke possibly. Why though? Must it be easy to get to this breaking heart? It breaks so many times a day. Why would you hurt it? Why would you poke it? It may be the internet but damn, you still have power. It may only be a text and your friends think its funny. Why not do it then? You really think hurting a human being (smacking them across the face in words) is amusing? You think its okay? Coward. Disappointment surrounds this heart deep within this grief. Within this brokenness this heart feels. You don't care? Leave these beautiful hearts alone. They do shine brighter. Pain tends to shine brighter than arrogance.

Highschool Dreams? More Possibilities...

He actually looked at me. He did! But does that mean that he thinks about me? I don't know. But he spoke to me! Do I just get too excited for nothing... its important to me though. Shouldn't that count for something? It counts for me! It makes me feel all warm and amazing inside! I just can't believe it. But then I know none of this means anything unless he tells me what he's really thinking. I'll just dream and pretend my feelings are his too. I just hope the truth isn't too far from my imagination...

Calm Yourself

It is ridiculous how everyone think they have to argue. You can have your opinions and I can have mine. I can have my beliefs and you can have yours. This country has been fought for a freed for this purpose of having freedom of speech and our own thoughts. That doesn't mean you need to push your thoughts and feelings into others faces. It only means you are allowed to have your own thoughts and feelings. You don't have to fight for them anymore. In reality, no one wants to hear it. Honestly, no one really cares about your opinion. You can have it, just take it and keep it as your own. Stop fighting people for it. Do you think it matters so much that you have to lose your friends? The thing about having friends is being different from one another is actually good. If we were all the same it'd be boring and just downright lame. See your differences and be thankful that you guy aren't the same. Just calm yourself enough to see it. If you don't like my opinion then fine. I don't care if you do. If you agree with parts of me but not all of me then cool. Just honestly be yourself and don't push yourself on others. You don't like it so why would anyone else like it?