Jerk?

How can a man be a jerk? Such a jerk to try and hurt you? To not respect women for who they are but for what they look like? Whether they have the biggest boobs or not? Why does it matter so much to a man? Can't just the happiness of one woman make him happy? No, it must be the looks and the body? Could you just have a heart? Could you really just not be a jerk because you can't have what you want because you're mean and no one really wants to give you what you want? You make a girl want to die. You make a girl just hate herself or maybe the world, maybe she won't care anymore. You want her to die? You want her to leave the world cuz you don't get everything you want? No. You will not get this. This is a girls time to get back at you. SLAP YOU DOWN and hopefully knock sense into you. You don't need what you want. You need respect kick into your head and everywhere else. Just be happy you're alive to see beauties and don't be a jerk to people you obviously can't have. Find someone that's really worth everything. Not only has something you've wanted from a girl, she needs to have sense and courage and the awesomeness you can't find in yourself. Respect a woman at least once a day.

How Will Your Day End?

Your day is full. Either of lazing around or of busying around with friends or errands, your day always ends somehow. Days end in the wonderful night with that beautiful Moon. Does it end happy? Possibly sad or mad? But why will it end sad or mad? Because that man you have as yours, he decided to share himself? Because a friend has decided to end a wonderful friendship to leave you dying in a corner to be picked up by some possible strange that may be peaceful? Maybe it's as simple as something of yours that you favoured over another thing but a family or friend snatched it from you? Could we find something to be happy before the day really ends? What could happen? What if we really did forgive and forget. Whether to the person or yourself, maybe even both. Lay down your worries and troubles. Let someone else worry about them, worrying is not something you should be doing, it hurts sometimes. Lay it down, relax your guard of pride to be a jolly soul known to people you've known forever and the ones more recent. It makes life at least a little bit brighter for you and everyone else...

What To Do?

What do you think when you see someone you have special feelings for with someone else, laughing and joking? Have you ever said to yourself, "They're cheating on me!" then remembered you aren't actually with that wonderful person? Isn't that just the worst? You remember that that person isn't yours... You realise maybe that isn't meant to be though you can't help but have those feelings because that person is just so amazing. Maybe it's that wonderful friend that has those very very deep blue eyes that you can almost not tear your eyes from. Maybe they have wonderful brown eyes that keep laughing just to be jolly. Maybe it's green or hazel eyes that are just magnificent in the sunlight. Maybe each eye is a different colour and you just love the different colours so when you look into each eye, you see something different and new. What ever the eyes, you can't stop staring at them sometimes. They're windows into the soul. Maybe they'll tell you something you feel you need to know, you don't want to wait any longer do you? But then you feel like you saw something but then you doubt yourself. Maybe you hear something but you must doubt it with the tiny bit of hope deep in you that gets torn down by the truth if it isn't exactly what you want to hear? It's hard to believe how hurt you feel just by knowing that one person you like so much just doesn't back. You just go on and hope your feelings go though it doesn't work until you find someone... else. Sometimes that can help. Sometimes it's an even better situation, right? You may say that out loud, it can be true but it isn't always total and complete truth...

Little Feelings...?

Have you ever realised that you actually have feelings for someone the next time you see them? You suddenly feel an attraction after telling them no? Maybe it's just nothing but you see em and you just can't believe how wrong your mind was? You see their wonderful face and wish you had maybe waited to answer. You feel differently for someone in different situations, seriously. You may love someone one minute and feel it but then the next you don't because suddenly they're not next to you or maybe they're around you too often. At the end of that, when you can't see them automatically then you miss being around them again. You don't realise yourself until you are put into different situations it appears. Reading isn't believing, experiencing is. Whether you want to or not. Maybe you feel a sudden urge to smile when you're around certain people because you have a certain feeling you didn't know could exist when around certain people. But that doesn't make a difference for them. Maybe they've moved on when you have suddenly found this like or love. Maybe they've only partially moved on... You can either hope or be happy they found someone when they did instead of waiting around for you. If you were meant to be, either you'll find the moment or they'll come around again.

Questions To Be Answered By Him.....

Could I? Could I even be the one for any such as you? Should I really be yours by only an answer for you to jump for joy? What if the real correct answer is really no? I don't want it to be, I want you more I think.... But what do I need? But does it matter what I really need? Couldn't you be mine and let us only be happy together? Do I need something else? But you are so wonderful to me... You are such a star in this dark world. You are what I may want to be, what I want to love. You are my star that drags me out of the dirt. You are my Falcor to drag me from that swamp of despair, that evil Nothing to be clamping its jaws around my ankle. You are my health, the happiness and light that helps me shine. You're what keeps me smiling each day, just the hope that you may talk to me, the hope that you may be mine... but should I be hoping? Is it real that you may be mine? Is your heart mine to keep forever, to never let go? To refresh and keep it safe until the dying day? Shall I really ever see you again? Are you real? Are you really a person? Are you an alien to take me from this cruel world so we might be happy? Could this be so? Shall we have no doubt of being happy together instead of being sad and apart from one another? Will I see you again? Your heart, your mind, your whole being is the reason I can be happy. But where are you if you aren't right here by my side? Shall I sleep again without seeing you face? Without feeling an embrace? Without a touch to the lips...? All it really comes down to. All that you will know. All that really matters is... I love you, I do.

Comforting Friends?

Almost no matter what the problem really is, seeing a good friend or just someone you love somehow crying is the worst and most crushing thing to see. You only know you'll see to it that you may help them in some way. Either it is "taking care of" that person that seemed to destroy that happiness or you only comfort them, which is a lot better than nothing. You can at least hold them and see if you can do anything else for them, If it's the only thing you can do then do it the best you can. It may be the one thing to cheer them up completely and that can make your day. Start with a hug in any case and go from there. If they want to talk about it, they can start, don't rush them into something they definitely don't want. If they'd rather not talk about it then that is Okay. It is them that you're trying to comfort, not yourself. Keep their happiness in mind.

Change is Inevitable

Change is inevitable. Something that must happen in ways that we may never imagine. Depending on who you are, it may be hard to accept this change that comes to you in waves or in tiny little things like in your bath tub. Everyone may accept things differently, you can't make people accept things the way you'd like them to. Something inevitable doesn't mean it isn't surprising or somewhat hurtful. It only means it's there whether we look or not. It's something we may not want to see. Maybe we are totally oblivious to this change. Maybe it was always there to begin with but then popped up in your face unexpectedly though maybe you saw it coming? Sometimes you just can't see things come until they're in your face and blaring noise to you. Sometimes you may ignore the change and go the one way you're comfortable with when you didn't know the reality. Is it a good idea? I don't think usually. Watchfulness is good for not liking surprising facts. Sometimes it's hard when you can't see it when you really are trying. Just try as hard as you can to discover what you need...