Relationships?

I almost feel like no one should be in a relationship at least until after school. People have decided they need to be in a relationship no matter what and so they get with the wrong person. 1St, people shouldn't date until at least 18 unless you are truly logical and you aren't the person that thinks your first kiss should be immediately. Then maybe 16 is fine butvno age lower. 2nd if you're done with school, you've possibly figured out your life at least a little and maybe you know yourself more. 3rd people should be happy in themselves to truly be happy with another, no one these days is happy with themselves ever so until you can find a way, I suggest waiting a bit. 4th, if youre looking to marry someone, really think about how ready you are before you make such a decision for.someone else. 5th I am not trying to rule or ruin lives. These are honestly my thoughts and opinions I develop as I see the world around me crumble with broken dreams and relationships.

Something Personal...?

I do not believe in homophobia, I think it's a stupid way of calling people haters. I also don't believe in gay marriage, it is wrong and I believe everyone knows it. I mean, you can't plug a lamp into a lamp! But you'd sure like to try. What everyone calls love these days is mostly just lust (a feeling for the moment) which leaves people devastated at the end whether hetero or homosexual. We develop a certain feeling for one person and sometimes it does work (as in they both have a feeling for each other other than only wanting sex) but that isn't usually the case. This wonderful but short lived feeling sometimes ends in a cheat or a heart break in some way for either girl or boy because that good feeling does go away at some point. Lust is lust no matter how you look at it. Love, true love, is something more than a feeling. It has trust in there that keeps you together. Trust that you won't leave for someone else to get a feeling when you're not getting what you want from your significant other. Commitment is another part of love. Commitment to that one that you truly know you love. You don't know it from feelings, you know from actions. I must say that I am not a hater but I do not agree with the gay argument. There is a reason it was looked down upon in much earlier years. But now we decide everything is love? We say "Don't judge" and guess who is judging, everyone is. You judge the way I look or anyone around you. You, the society, decides what people are and so they are pressured to play a certain part in this stupid game you play with minds. Why do you kick that girl around and not expect her to commit suicide? You seriously think that yelling at her and calling her names will make her want to live in this cruel world? If you don't want people to "judge" you then stop judging other people. Just like you shouldn't decide all Christians are the same. Of course some think they are perfect and anyone different will go to hell. Don't judge them, just decide not to hear those lies. You are you and no one should change you especially people close to you. If they feel the need to change you, maybe they aren't actually close. The society that tells you whatever is fine, they're liars. They try and shape you by pressure? Yes well, just don't listen to them. Maybe you were a really sweet girl? You changed because society and now you're grumpy? Maybe you were a really handsome boy that made everyone smile but now you're terribly down because of everything? What is the world coming to with it being cruel and so pressuring? Why do we allow such things? Can't we live our lives without them trying to control us? Maybe. I am no society, I am only one person only speaking my mind like people say I can. But do I really have freedom of speech? Yes, only if I keep my real opinions about abortion and such to myself, yes that works out well. Why do you even think that? There is no freedom of speech unless you agree with media. If you agree that sex is great before marriage, gay marriage is terrific, abortion is only getting rid of dead skin and divorce is whatever, it happens everyday so why not? Well this is just sad to think that you believe it really is right. It's hurtful. You can't see hurt until things have ended. Watch things end despicably...

Realisation?

Do you ever realise that you don't actually want to do something you've imagined in your life? Such as that simple yet beautiful kiss. Ive never been kissed and I realise that I don't want to until I really am married. Certain people I've felt I certainly could have kissed but then that one man that told me I won't have a special person in my life because I won't give a simple kiss to him made me realise how much I want to wait. You kind of plan something in life and it doesn't become real until it is tested. Plan things sincerely though, see where it takes you to maybe not be so easily swayed.

Dreamy Devistations

The whisper of your last words to me... they were sweet as honey but harsh and hot like terrible tea. They only hurt because of the sadness after, the part where you leave me to go after something or someone else. I know they must be so much better than me for you... they must make you so much happier than I could have ever made you. That wonderful person is so beautiful, they don't know their luck because they have you when I may be alone. Its me though. I'm the reason I'm alone. I cannot blame anyone else. My love is forrbidden in my eyes. I don't know how I could let you go... twice. You were the one I'd talk to and now you have someone else. You have your own problems so you don't need me. Somehow your problems will be solved I'm sure. I just cant completely let go. I'm not able to for some reason. You weren't just someone I have those feelings for, you were a friend that could cheer me up in a second. Something I've lost. Something I may never gain again. Something I wish to find maybe in another. You will always be in my heart and so that song does go.