What Are You Thinking... About Me?

Have you wondered who you are in someone else's eyes? A lot of times I've seen people ask. I'd like to know but I don't always ask. Who am I in your eyes though? As you read each though I process with typing it all out. Who do I appear to be to you? I'd love to know. Who could I possibly be to you? A friend? An offensive bitch that won't stop talking about stuff I may not totally understand? Maybe a little confused? Do you know? Am I a breath of fresh air that takes you away from life to ask you a question that can save a life? Who am I to you? It doesn't matter who I am to me right now, I know who I am and what I want. Who do I seem to be and what do I seem to want to you? Do you find my posts annoying and you'd never read them again or do you maybe enjoy some and hate others? What is seriously on your mind when you think of me? I am not an amazing person that everyone in the world loves. I'm awkward sometimes. Childish others. Maybe about snoody. I am a person though, I can think as you can see. I may not think as you think I should think but I think as I know how. I can't think as I don't know, nor can I think as I care to not know. I can only think as I am thinking and processing through the world, picking up the little information I may find. I am opened minded about lots of things but some things I know but I try not to yell in people's faces about. The information I put on this blog is always only my opinion and an inquiry to the world to see if I could be taught differently about some things that are out there and I am open minded with. I am a person after all. I am not perfect. I cannot be any more than I am. I can only be what I am unless something were to change me of course. I never feel change but people say I change. I am just me and I love you. No matter who you are or what you've done. I don't always agree with certain things but that never means that I don't love you. Thank you for reading my nonsense. Goodbye, have a good life my friends...

A Round About Love?

For you dear confused people. I must say I never really understood how anyone could get mad at God let alone stay mad at Him, or just not believe in Him. I mean I understand a little that people think "Well he made everything bad that's happening to me. He made these evil people." Well. He made people but he never made evil. He made free will. He let us think our own thoughts instead of controling us, which He could do, but He won't. He made people to love and to hope that they'd love Him back. He loves us too much to leave us. Human beings just have decided to leave Him. He's sad but He won't force anyone to do anything, He'll just be patient with us and wait until we're ready for Him. Can you say that about humans? None that I know. Human beings are impatient. They also cannot create wonderful things such as trees. He made that lovely individual which sits right next to you. He doesn't create evil but good. He doesn't create death but life. Eternal life in fact. I know He is there because I feel Him everywhere. I see His work and I stay amazed. His world he created for us to explore like ferrets, sniffing again and again around the same things. Testing to see if anything changes for one reason or another. One reason people don't believe in God is because they pretend to try and maybe pray or something of that sort and they don't get what they want when they want it. That's because you really need to want it, really. People expect magic but God doesn't work that way. Just like the Lorax. Another reason why people don't believe is because they apparently think that you have to be tied down to rules in order to be a christian. Very much not true. You mostly just need to love Him. You know how you like the feeling of being loved? He likes it too. He wants you to grow with Him in knowing Him and maybe laughing with Him. He's also always there to talk to for whatever is wrong with your life. He stands by watching when you have bad times, He wants to comfort you. He praises you when you are successful, He's always very proud of you. You may not know it or feel it but He loves you too much. Imagine a person being shy about asking someone out. God doesn't have doubts, He knows how much He loves you and will always love you. But He also doesn't shout His love in your face. He loves you in whatever situation you're in. No matter what people tell you, He loves you. Whether you love Him or hate Him, He'll love you to the end. I will love you as I can only as a humble human being. Thank you for reading. Goodnight. <3

Hello

I could be sad for so many reasons. I could be so depressed, I'd already be gone by now. I could leave and never come back because nothing else really matters to me. I need to stay. I don't know why but I know I need to sty here. People need to be taken care of even when they believe they can take of things. One person isn't able to take care of everything. They need some sort of wingman. You need help with lots of things. Maybe you don't feel all that happy for whatever. You're not gonna suddenly be happy by yourself. You have some help from somewhere and someone. Maybe it's a dog. Maybe its a friend that never talks to you and suddenly says hi. Maybe it's a secret crush that says hi when everything else is falling down. Those are the moments I try to wait for. It's those moments that save you, wait for that. For youself find something better otherwise you'll be very missed by the people you'd least expect. Find a way to calm your feelings for a bit. Please stay though. I love you...