Working Together?

A lovely thing that seems more than enough to keep us happy for only a short time. A short time that seems like forever until something ends it. Whether a break up or a death, it's short lived because one decides that attration is the ultimate part of a relationship. Only then does the other say they'll do anything to get them back. That's when the advantages are taken and the heart is broken into a million more pieces. What if we relied more on trust? Or at least respect. No this is never only one gender's thing to do. It always goes both ways. Men do it one way, women do it another, but when you look at it it's somewhat the same. The woman takes advantage of a man just as a man takes advantage of a woman. I hate that men are dissed because supposedly they're evil while women are sexy. Women give that permission by trying too hard to sexy and that's why men act like "Dogs". Can't we decide to love someone for more than the legs or the eyes or anything physical? Can't we see past that filth and hear whether or not someone, or something, will last? Whether it's worth it to really care deeply about a person? Can't you just talk about what you don't like and work it out? Don't beat each other up whether it be through physical or emotional means. Work together. Try to at least and see what happens.

Now. Think.

Thinking about one so great as, lets say, a friend. This friend, is she/he your best friend? Is this your close friend that knows everything about you? Or was he/she? They moved on maybe? They decided something else was more important? They have things going on and don't see you trying to help and blow you away? Well all you can do is keep loving and keep trying and when the moment comes again embrace and cherish. Can you do anything else? Well there's always fighting but that does nothing but breaks hearts and lives and friendships. We don't want that no matter what may be on our minds. Just keep it calm and you can try not to get hurt. You can try and not hurt anyone else while you're at it. Could we come together and do this? Or do things need to be more about the ME's and less about the YOU's? Decision, decisions yes I know, exhausting. So we pick what we think as the easiest, don't we? But we don't really accomplish much if we do that. We still hurt and are hurt. What if we worked harder on being those people we want others to be? Maybe that person that is kind whether or not they're kind or even care. But wait. This person notices this kindness. What is this? He/she does the same! Goodness the world can turn it's back for one second and BOOOOOOOOOOOM! a little kindness goes a long way.

Hello. I Am A Robot. (But What Is My Real Name?)

Hello. I am a robot. My name shall be revealed at a later date. I am a controling nincompoop that will not let you live in happiness or harmony. I must make you feel like you have to keep getting prettier until you really do look ugly. I feed you filth so you feed me the rest so I may destroy you in other ways. I tell you what clothes are right, what food is right, what make up is right. You have found what I say convincing enough that you listen. I have decided to take control of you now and you cannot do anything about it. You let me. Now you may all be robots. There are those few that decide not to be and they must suffer, at least mostly, for this. I need to be in your mind to operate different triggers so you may know MY right from wrong. What is my name? I am not what you may think. I am not one man nor woman that thinks I have it all. I am that society that makes you think twice (or more) in the morning. What makes you think you shouldn't wera certain things cuz they aren't fashionable. Thank you for listening. I have become powerful as you have made me in your life. I shall become more and more as your days go on and I appreciate this control. Goodbye, I'll see you in your dreams, when you're awake anytime I'll need to feed which is always. Have fun cringing and suffering.

This Sight To Behold

Look at that. That beautiful sight. The trees with the sun coming through the leaves. Those amazing and huge redwoods, the smell of the trees and dirt and you turn a corner, go down a little hill and you see it. The stream. That stream that mumbles along it's way as if it's trying to tell you something but you have to keep listening, no talking, to hear the song as the wind comes into the chorus and brings along the leaves of trees. This song goes on with the birds singing the verses to tell the world that it is this day and no other day. That you should think of this day, not tomorrow or yesterday but this day that goes on for these hours.

Respect, Trust, Commitment, and Real Love

Now relationships. People seem to think they're easy. Others think they're too hard to handle so the "just have fun" each night. Some people really get wise and really decide to become someone real but are you able to find someone else that "is real" ? Not very easily at all. All anyone wants is sex. All they get or care about is sex. Could we be more immature? Or could we please decide its better to wait. No its never too late to change. I'm not thinking "oh you're a bad person,you had sex and you'll never change!" I'm thinking you have a choice at any time to change your behavior and be someone to respect and be respected. Respect really is one key to a good relationship. Another is trust. If you trust who you're with, you know they won't do certain things. If they trust you back and tell you all, this relationship stays unless you get in a fight which comes to something else to try and kelp you stuck together. Commitment. This is something everyone has a hard time with. They don't like something they break up or they're scared or anything, its easily broken up. It shouldn't be so easy. Commitment to actually want to stay together is another key element. If you're together just cuz they give it good then you shouldn't be there. And real true love. Many people don't believe in it but it's always been there. Real true love isn't this thing called love that you can go back on. This real thing is unconditional love. No condition to this love, you will always love no matter what. You both may have problems with something but then you work it out. You don't need to yell and fight about it, be calm, sincere and a good listener. Yes very hard to do but with time it may become easier. So Respect, Trust, Commitment, and Real True love. Learn these for a better day

These Questions Of Stress

This feeling of stress I have only just obtained has taken my feelings to a different level and has hidden what I really am feeling inside. What may I be feeling? Pressure? Happy? Sad? Mad? Guilt? Or any other possibility that, I don't know why I would have this feeling. It scares me and it shocks me into tears or almost tears each night which is becoming quite annoying. It's become some sort of evil routine that cannot be stopped. I might also be scared at the thought of growing up. It seems like I'm supposed to just know what to do once I'm a certain age and people get confused when I don't jump to such a big step. I am always going to be me and me changing, if I really must, will be very slow moving. I'll try an be mature but this society kinda says not to, to just "Live Life' cause "Life is short" and all that. Yes Life may be short, but what's right here and now should be at least mostly priority. It shouldn't be all party, games and sex. There are better things to live to and keep growing with. Should we really be thinking about getting "Knocked up?" Is this really the importance of life? Should this be the only thing to look forward to? What do your friends do? The rebuke and judge you for being pregnant and they MIGHT come back when the baby is born and say "Oh it's so cute!" but does that make them your real friends? Does that make YOU happy?

What is this World Today?

That feeling. It isn't really just one feeling. Its pain, happiness, anger, sadness. Its stress whatever else it may be. Its one of those things that is hated but one of those things that seem not to be avoided. It sometimes just hits you one night. It also comes with exhaustion sometimes as if to say 'i think you need more to be worried about and push you to limits that feel like hell.' Well why can't we be without this wretched thing? This thing that torments us every minute of each day to keep us done lower on whatever chain we have been placed by society. We try to be more than what we may be but sometimes it doesn't work. Its hard to do most anything but why do we try sometimes? Is it because we care? Maybe. Is it because society cares? HAH they care for nothing of importance other than looks. Is it because we want others to care? Yes. But do they? Not usually but there are those people. Possibly unexpected sometimes but there are always those people. Those people that you need to keep but apparently you're not used to someone really caring, someone really wanting to be friendly and someone who won't fight because they hate fights. You don't just get back to being friends. Trust is in order for this and trust isn't easy to get back. No you can't just say "I'll do my best with being your friend." And expect them to be your jolly ol' friend again. Trust is earned over time.

A Dream That May Come True

You climb a tree. it's a very tall, possibly pine, tree. You look through the pines, the branches, and you see the ground covered in the needles and then who should walk up? It's him. It's that one that your mind will not stay off of for even a second. He walks up and you haven't the slightest idea what he'll do if he gets to you. Will he try and be romantic and sweet? Will he break your heart into many tiny pieces? Does he know you're there? Does he know that your feelings are very strong for him? Will he even care to know that you really love him? Well you have but a few minutes to prepare for knowing and deciding what you'll do with whatever is placed at your feet. He has seen you in the tree. Check. He's climbing the tree, to talk? You talk for minutes, hours, and you still don't know what his eyes are really telling you. You don't know what his thoughts are beyond what beautiful noise is coming from his mouth. He then asks you a question that you haven't the answer for, he comes closer as if to kiss you. You keep your eyes open to see whether it goes to that and he just keeps getting closer. He whispers in your ear and you can't believe it as he then kisses your cheek softly then climbs down the tree as you are too stunned to do anything. You hold the kiss down to keep it a memory forever. You don't know what feeling you should put out for the world. Should it be excitement? Should it be the painful happiness? Are you able to do it all at once? You have decided with the silent crying of happiness that keeps you in that glorious tree, that temple of love.

Enduring Love

The moon and the sun may always be in love and may only see eachother a few times a year. This tragic love story and these myths and legends are very beautiful in the way they express this love. This innocent love that endures forever until the world may end. They never complain about not seeing radiotherapy. They only live peacefully in the sky looking down on us 'lovers' and people that do these things. They know of the patience that comes with this love. They know of real and enduring love that will keep this world together.