The Differences, The Differences...

Did you know a lot or people don't know the difference between being in love and being in serious like. I think you have to know the person to really "be in love" with them. Of course there are those times when you know when its "the One" but that's different. You aren't in love with the person. You just know they are the one for you. And when you get to know each other, you realise more of how you were meant for each other and you can fall in love. Of course a sad thing about people nowadays is they fall into seriously like because of a persons appearance and they get married thinking "if this doesn't work I can just divorce and start over again." Divorce isn't so easy. Its heart breaking. Not only for me but for the people that go through with it. Its one of the saddest developments of this country. You think its easy and quick, which it isn't. Its slow and hard especially for the person that actually wants to get back together. People get divorced because the male was immature sometimes. That is one of the stupidest things I've ever heard. Just grow together. Work things out! Some people divorce because they fight all the time and because of their differences. Seriously? You fight all the time because you differences? Work it out BECAUSE of your differences! Your differences will help you see things that the other can't. Just calmly tell your other what you're thinking may work and if they don't like that, come up with other solutions instead of fighting. Your other should do the same. Some people divorce because of kids. You should be staying together because of yours children! They need both mother and father to teach them life as you know so that when they try to tackle it they can be prepared. Don't spoil them though because then they'll grow up terribly. Just teach them what you know as right and wrong. There are so many reasons that people decide to get divorced, it makes me sick. Its a terrible thing to even think about. You become one flesh when you get married. Breaking that apart is tearing you away from your own flesh. Stop. It hurts. Just calm down and find a good solution. Stop being so American.

What Comes From My Heart

The point I must make with Athiests with the evil in the world is freedom of choice. "If God is so powerful...?" You know that question? Well its called freedom of choice that God gives everyone. He doesn't stop because someone is evil. Its everyone He gives freedom to. That's how you are able to not believe. That's how everyone is able to worship their own way. Its not because God is evil. He just lets us do what we want. If we want to know Him more then presents Himself as He is and let's you be as close as you want or need. If you ask for Him, He'll give you what you need and not what you want. Not even what you think you need. Its what you actually need. Because everyone is human and everyone has their own chance of getting somewhere that they think is right. Just because someone calls themselves a Christian doesn't make them a Christian. They don't put it in your face if they truly are what they say. They're only kind and respectful. They may not agree with you but they won't judge you. Real Christians don't judge you for who you've decided to be. They may not agree but that doesn't mean they won't accept you. Accepting and agreeing are very different things by the way. One is deciding to look past what you've decided to be and try to look at who you really are. The other is putting your stuff down to

Oh, The World...

I'm a romantic dear ladies and gentlemen. I imagine too much. I'm such a kid at heart sometimes but I also know something about being older. It sucks. I mean it's great that you get to do things and you're able to understand things and people and you notice more. But really, you grow up to being who you are and just about everyone around you is trying to change you in some little way. When you're younger you play and you're your real self. You are free. You are happily ignorant. When you're older life gets so much harder. You have to do certain things to be able to carry on in this useless place that some people hate. We try to keep love in us but it's so hard. Everyone makes it hard to love one another. And then they get in your face, scream at you, and decide you will be on their side. Why? Why do you do that? You expect me to go with you? I can think for myself, man. You can live your life, I won't try to change you like everyone else, but don't you dare try to change me. I won't go with it. Especially if it's in my face. I won't take that crap. You don't want me in your face? Well don't get in mine. I'll ask you something and get an answer and leave it at that. Don't ask a question that you don't want to know the answer to. If you really want to know my reaction to something in the world then ask and don't get mad when I'm not what you want. Calm down world. And go Watsky it up.

Story Idea...

And then what appeared to be a razor was actually a heart. A real, living heart that kept beating every ten seconds. How it looked like a razor, I haven't a clue but there it was. It looked so lonely. But it also looked connected. "Hello?" I had to ask whose it was. I heard gasps and whispered 'help' coming from the bathroom. I ran there and there he was. "Eugene?" I couldn't believe it. I pulled my phone out and called 911 hurriedly. My phone was about to die but it was Eugene. It was worth it. I told them his heart was on the floor and barely connected to him but he was gasping. They got this address and told me they would hurry. I closed my phone as it decided to die and I went to try and comfort him. I held him in mu arms and started to cry. "Who would do this to you?" And he pointed more with his face than his finger but I looked at the mirror and he had written something. Someones name. Connie? "It was Connie?" I prayed it wouldn't be who I thought. He nodded. "Connie Brynner?" He whispered a yes. I cried into his neck. Connie had been a good nurse friend. "Why?" I looked at him for answers. He shook his head then started to close his eyes. "Don't close your eyes! Eugene! You need to stay! I need you!" He nodded but kept his eyes closed. I heard a siren and started screaming. Connie came around the corner with her butcher knife and a big fat needle. Her eyes were suddenly different sizes. The ambulance people came in and saw the situation. They tackled Connie and got her in a position to not run. Connie kept smiling though. She also kept looking at Eugene and I. I had a feeling this wasn't over. We were dead. I just wanted to know why. Eugene did get in that ambulance and he did recover enough for me to visit but I had a feeling a new turn to life was at hand. I only had to wait a while. I was right...

Start As Friends... End As A Possibility!

I've noticed something about the world. Friendships stay while relationships leave. What if we a relationship with a good friend? What if it was a better friend that you always told things to anyway? How cool would that be? The thing is, people seem to think sometimes, that they have to change when that relationship happens. No. That should be where you're even more opened to talking about everything. You just have more than the friendly behavior you're used to. Its not too bad. Becoming friends with that someone is a good idea no matter what. If you've been friends forever, great! You've got a head start. If you've just met this person, you start by being friends and escalate slowly as you get to know one another. If you escalate quickly it could be terrible and end terribly and quickly. But slow and steady wins the race.

Dear Friend...

When you are told you're important to someone, you're a leaf that flies high and confidently and you feel so free and wonderful. How easily can that leaf be shattered and thrown to the ground by a rock? That rock being the slight insult that is really a pebble. That insult being something so small you shouldn't even second guess yourself. But you do. Why? You care too much of what people think of you. You aren't a terrible person because of this. Don't laugh at yourself because someone doesn't like you for who you really are. Who you really are matters more than what people think you should be. No, you can't dwell on the fact that not everyone won't like you. For me it's hard because everyone says everyone will like me and so I believe it. When something goes wrong with it I feel like nobody cares about me. It isn't true at all. It's hard to admit but I know that at least a few people care. No I can't bring myself to say a lot of people care. I don't believe that. I feel I can't. But how easy is it for you to crumble when you feel so high and mighty? Should we ever be high and mighty? Maybe proud of ourselves? Sure you can. Don't expect everything to be wonderful after one thing is terrific. Don't expect things to come from life or you will be disappointed. Just be a heavy neutral, steady, in the middle, and ready to go up or down. Not too high up or too low down. Keep steady and near to your neutral to be ready for whatever life may throw at you. A wonderful conversation followed by what? A brokoen leg somehow? A stranger tells you're a cute but when someonoe you know (Maybe a [secret] crush) tells you that you could look better or "What's wrong with your hair?" You get all wrapped up inside again. I can't make you come out, no one can. Only you, yourself and you. Come out of your little hole. Only when you're ready though, don't come out of your little hole too fast or you may scare yourself back. Maybe someone else will scare you back. Get yourself together and don't stay in that hole for too long but stay long enough to become stronger in yourself. I (Being whoever is actually closest to you) will promise to stay by whether you need it or not. If you need my reassurance I'll be there to keep you up. I will care for you whether you think you need it or not. Just know I will always think you're a very wonderful person. Just know I'll always think that way of you. I love you. It does not ever matter what someone says about you, the people that really care know the actual truth. I will love you forever. Not for who or what you are or may become. I love you for that wonderful person I see inside. You can't see it because you won't look. That's okay. I can see it for you right now. I hope and pray you may see it one day, some day soon. Also, it doesn't matter how many people love you. It's how people decide to show how they love you. Oh love. How complicated people make you out to be. But how uncomplicated you really are. Dearest friend. I do care about your thoughts and you are intelligent. You really are. I can see the light of wonderful that bursts from you. You have yet to notice. I... I really do love you friend. Know that, forever know that. Just be alright. Just be yourself. Don't take life too seriously. I do love you a lot. Sincerely, Me...

Life Is An Illusion

I think of life as somewhat of an illusion. Not saying that everything around us is fake. Just the sadness we find ourselves in. Maybe even the happiness. Everything may actually just be neutral but different versions of it. Dramatically high sometimes while others are frantically low. Happiness and sadness, they're only words. They're the feelings of a high and low neutral that we make a name and face to. Could that be what love is? Love is a different thing all together. It is no neutral. It is a true and meaningful feeling. It isn't only a feeling, either. Its also a state of being. It may be who you are. Are you the persona of love? It is unbiased. Love is patient, love is kind and also forgiving. It can be a feeling but it's also wrapped into how you act. Who you are and how you deal with things such as life. You show it with people, animals, and the universe.

Don't Be Biased...

Everyone should always keep an opened mind. Not so opened that anything can crawl in to rule over your mind and control your thoughts but opened enough so you can listen without interrupting and discern what is write or wrong. Research can always be helpful. Open minded research, but isn't that just research anyway? You can feel strongly for one thing being correct but if you bring it to the table of peers, they shall judge it the way they can find. If they're biased then don't even come close to bringing your ideas to them. They can't just be on your side or the other side. Its like in a court room. Find people that don't know a situation so they can tell you what they know so you can know the balance of decisions. Yours and the worlds. People shouldn't be biased because you are friends. They should take the correct route or thinking instead of decide you're right and they're wrong or you're wrong and they're correct. They should hear a story and decide what is actually best to keep the world rolling. Stop being biased, it never helps anyone.

He Needs You...

When you have something that you don't really want to give up but you ask God for help to give you strength that you don't actually want, He won't give anything to you until you're actually ready to receive what you've asked for. Don't expect things to happen because you ask without a whole heart. Understand that God wants the best for you. You just need to be ready for the best first. He can't give you the best if you're not really ready for it. Be ready for what he needs you for. Don't grumble about your wonderful but very hard job, its yours for a really good reason. Its like earning your cutie mark. You have to find what your talent or place is in this world for you to earn that cutie mark or place in the world that might get you excited. Keep working to find peace that you want. Try to calm yourself and just trust that God has his reasons for things. Really believe in His power that He can lead you to your finish line especially when its hardest. I love you guys. Thank you.

New People...

New chapters come with people. They have their own chapters to share. Will you listen to them? Chapters of another's life is the most exciting and maybe even the most tragic thing to hear sometimes. You should listen just like you should listen to the wind. Just keep calm and don't blink. Just stay and quietly listen, comment when you must but over all you should listen carefully. You may just learn something from someone else. Keep an open mind to be able to see into someone else's mind, it's really cool when you really can. New things may happen and discovery of life may occur. Make new friends every day, it's the most interesting thing to happen in the world. Goodnight.