Whether happy or sad. Whether good or bad. Whether butterfly or alligator, you always decide on what you do. And what you do may change every one's life. It may change only a few or possibly only yours. But whatever happens it's your choice to be what you want. No one person can actually make you do anything so you can't actually blame someone logically and get away with it unless you are apparently logical or tiring. People may not ever want to deal with you. Some people are just that way, they annoy anyone in the way but sometimes they try not to. If you want though, you could try and change what you think is right. You can try and believe in something else that might keep at least one person around. Of course you need one person that really understands. They're quite hard to find but when you find them, keep a tight hold on them or they might slip out unexpectedly... Live long and prosper ;)