bleh Life

Life is getting more and more stressful. The new year is coming and I'm turning 18. Two pretty big things and that's not all. I need a job to do the things I need and want to do. For school, hanging out with friends, getting a car, possibly traveling to many different places. Of course it goes both ways with the car and a job. I need a job to get a car and a car to get to the job. No one seems to want to hire either. I'm losing. Losing things and people to this pitifully annoying world. I hope nothing too tragic happens to any that I love whether it be a long time friend or someone I almost basically met yesterday. Everyone is important to me. Everyone really matters no matter what other say. I love you all.