Being there in that place you want to be could be so lonely. In some cases we are desperate though. Don't be that desperate. Desperation leads to worse things in the end. Yes finding things we really need isn't very easy. But most things call for working on them anyway. Work on them in a way that you can keep up with people and such but able to be focused. Work things out with yourself first though and then with the people around you. It makes some things either easier or just better. I can't tell you what happens because nothing has really happened with me but you know what? There will be a light at the end of the tunnel and it will get better if you try.