What To Do?

What do you think when you see someone you have special feelings for with someone else, laughing and joking? Have you ever said to yourself, "They're cheating on me!" then remembered you aren't actually with that wonderful person? Isn't that just the worst? You remember that that person isn't yours... You realise maybe that isn't meant to be though you can't help but have those feelings because that person is just so amazing. Maybe it's that wonderful friend that has those very very deep blue eyes that you can almost not tear your eyes from. Maybe they have wonderful brown eyes that keep laughing just to be jolly. Maybe it's green or hazel eyes that are just magnificent in the sunlight. Maybe each eye is a different colour and you just love the different colours so when you look into each eye, you see something different and new. What ever the eyes, you can't stop staring at them sometimes. They're windows into the soul. Maybe they'll tell you something you feel you need to know, you don't want to wait any longer do you? But then you feel like you saw something but then you doubt yourself. Maybe you hear something but you must doubt it with the tiny bit of hope deep in you that gets torn down by the truth if it isn't exactly what you want to hear? It's hard to believe how hurt you feel just by knowing that one person you like so much just doesn't back. You just go on and hope your feelings go though it doesn't work until you find someone... else. Sometimes that can help. Sometimes it's an even better situation, right? You may say that out loud, it can be true but it isn't always total and complete truth...