Hello

I could be sad for so many reasons. I could be so depressed, I'd already be gone by now. I could leave and never come back because nothing else really matters to me. I need to stay. I don't know why but I know I need to sty here. People need to be taken care of even when they believe they can take of things. One person isn't able to take care of everything. They need some sort of wingman. You need help with lots of things. Maybe you don't feel all that happy for whatever. You're not gonna suddenly be happy by yourself. You have some help from somewhere and someone. Maybe it's a dog. Maybe its a friend that never talks to you and suddenly says hi. Maybe it's a secret crush that says hi when everything else is falling down. Those are the moments I try to wait for. It's those moments that save you, wait for that. For youself find something better otherwise you'll be very missed by the people you'd least expect. Find a way to calm your feelings for a bit. Please stay though. I love you...