Pain... Life...

Life is so bipolar. Its terrible. You could have the best day ever but have it end so terribly. You have to keep going though, huh? You push in through that shit. Its so hard though. I know, I'm experiencing so much pain. I can't think sometimes. I've been being more obvious about my feelings, about my sadness. Pain keeps tearing at my soul. My heart keeps hurting, I hurt all over. I feel pain. Pain that hurts but I can not explain why or really actually where. I can only say that it is for the world we seem to live in now. This very sad world that gets with the days. I become stronger even though I feel like I am becoming weak with each swing of evil. This evil is so hard to deal with. Its so bipolar.