Waiting... Tough Stuff

I've had this feeling that I'm supposed to move to Ireland. I'm not going to just chance it because its a feeling so I'm planning on going there in a few years to check it out first for a few weeks. But I've had this feeling for a while and I've heard so many good things about it. Of course there will be the bad things, that comes with each territory. The thing is, I am incredibly impatient. I want to go NOW. I feel like I'm a child with these feelings though I also feel I can't stop them. Maybe its meant to be that I move there. The only thing is I can't count on my time in going there. It will be God's time. It's hard to remember that and keep that thought in my mind but it truly is. Even if you're an Athiest, you know it takes time to get somewhere. Its just hard to know the correct moment to act. You don't know all the time. Everything sometimes lays flat out for you but that's never a guarantee that it will happen. You have to work to get anywhere no matter what it is. You have to go through hardships to be stronger so you can stay where you'd like to be. Its hard to stay thinking that way though. It'd be nicer if it could happen now! But that way we don't gain any experience to be better in the now we'd like to be in. The now shall wait for later. It does have the feeling of getting closer though. Sometimes you feel you can almost touch it when you know you have more work to get there. Wait for the future. "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. That's why its called the present." - Oogway from Kung Fu Panda