Turn Yourself Around?

Some days you feel done, that's me some days too. And sometimes that starts at the beginning of the day and you still have a load of things to do. You still have a day ahead of you. That was me today. I hated my life for a lot of the day because of sibling troubles, disagreements with parents, my current living situation and just caffeine (caffeine give me the 'case of the bipolars' as one of my friends calls it). I still had to get up. I still had to work. I couldn't be unprofessional even though I felt as though tears may pour down my cheeks like a waterfall. I had to breathe, think about the day and not where I'd be going at the end of it. That helped a little. I told a few people of what I was/am going through. That helped a little more. As the day is still going, I have been feeling better. I have been breathing. I have been calmer. And so, boys and girls, going through the day may seem terrible and impossible at the beginning. But if you make yourself get up, smell those roses and smile when smiling seems unnecessary, you may get through the day. Just try to breathe and not think of your troubles that are most definitely bubbling to the top of boiling oil, trying to be noticed by you. Only when you don't feel like crying each time you bring it to your mind may you give yourself permission to dwell on it. I'm still working on it. Why don't you work on it with me? Have a wonderful day. Thank you!