Heavy but Determined

I hurt because of all I've lost. On one side of my mind, I know I could've just let people stay in my life or stayed in the states where I maybe could've gotten to keep my books and library. But staying stuck has never been for me. Staying in one place, one mindset, one mental state is not where I've ever wanted to be. I have been brainwashed already, and I don't intend to go back. Keeping people in my life that choose to cause mental, emotional and physical trauma and won't accept communication or follow boundaries, are not people I want to be like. I'm a human, and I've made mistakes. I've owned them and I've apologized sincerely. The people I left behind have not and won't, even if I beg. I need to keep me safe and happy, and keeping people that are actively trying to drag me down with them (whether they know it or not), are people that won't let you grow into who you actually need to be. If you are a person from my past reading this and you're feeling anger about this, don't look at me. Face yourself and truly acknowledge what you have done and forgive yourself for being a human, and go from there. If you choose not to, then you are still the problem 🖤