Patience, A Beautiful Thing

Patience. One beautiful yet very hard, sharp and hurtful word. One thigh which I lack yet I strive for to be that person that I'd rather be to help with everything and everyone. What do I do to attain such a wonderful and very much wanted thing? May it be through prayer. May it be through this suffering. May it continue to rule a life and wiggle through to be perfected into me. May it live happyliy and continue to carry such loving grace to all no matter what, whether people thinka person is deserving. Its not your choice. You don't rule everyone. You keep your body. Your thoughts, your actions to you and avoid throwing you into someone else.