Realisation?

Do you ever realise that you don't actually want to do something you've imagined in your life? Such as that simple yet beautiful kiss. Ive never been kissed and I realise that I don't want to until I really am married. Certain people I've felt I certainly could have kissed but then that one man that told me I won't have a special person in my life because I won't give a simple kiss to him made me realise how much I want to wait. You kind of plan something in life and it doesn't become real until it is tested. Plan things sincerely though, see where it takes you to maybe not be so easily swayed.