Dreamy Devistations

The whisper of your last words to me... they were sweet as honey but harsh and hot like terrible tea. They only hurt because of the sadness after, the part where you leave me to go after something or someone else. I know they must be so much better than me for you... they must make you so much happier than I could have ever made you. That wonderful person is so beautiful, they don't know their luck because they have you when I may be alone. Its me though. I'm the reason I'm alone. I cannot blame anyone else. My love is forrbidden in my eyes. I don't know how I could let you go... twice. You were the one I'd talk to and now you have someone else. You have your own problems so you don't need me. Somehow your problems will be solved I'm sure. I just cant completely let go. I'm not able to for some reason. You weren't just someone I have those feelings for, you were a friend that could cheer me up in a second. Something I've lost. Something I may never gain again. Something I wish to find maybe in another. You will always be in my heart and so that song does go.