I Can't

It is hard to be a woman. It is really hard to just be a human being. Always sprouting ideas that we think everyone wants to hear when really no one cares. People may act like they care but do they really? Not usually, I don't think. Some people can be really good listeners though they don't care for what you're saying. It's sometimes annoying to be yourself really. People just don't seem to care to know or understand you. The ones that do care are always apologized to and they smile and shake their heads "It's okay!" Because they really care about everything and everyone even when it seems they don't care for the ones closest to them. They do care for everyone, the closer ones just get the bad end of the stick. They see everything and decide what they are seeing may be bad. Maybe they decide you're the sweetest to everyone but them. But you sometimes are pretty sweet. You try but aren't noticed. Maybe you're someone everyone knows is a jerk and you don't know nor care to change. But you're always someone that thinks of new things to say and things to do even when you don't do anything or really speak. Speak and you may be heard. Either by me or by different friends that you know care. I will care. I will listen. No what ifs. Just speak. I know at least one person will listen. Try it and see what happens.