Dear Friend...

When you are told you're important to someone, you're a leaf that flies high and confidently and you feel so free and wonderful. How easily can that leaf be shattered and thrown to the ground by a rock? That rock being the slight insult that is really a pebble. That insult being something so small you shouldn't even second guess yourself. But you do. Why? You care too much of what people think of you. You aren't a terrible person because of this. Don't laugh at yourself because someone doesn't like you for who you really are. Who you really are matters more than what people think you should be. No, you can't dwell on the fact that not everyone won't like you. For me it's hard because everyone says everyone will like me and so I believe it. When something goes wrong with it I feel like nobody cares about me. It isn't true at all. It's hard to admit but I know that at least a few people care. No I can't bring myself to say a lot of people care. I don't believe that. I feel I can't. But how easy is it for you to crumble when you feel so high and mighty? Should we ever be high and mighty? Maybe proud of ourselves? Sure you can. Don't expect everything to be wonderful after one thing is terrific. Don't expect things to come from life or you will be disappointed. Just be a heavy neutral, steady, in the middle, and ready to go up or down. Not too high up or too low down. Keep steady and near to your neutral to be ready for whatever life may throw at you. A wonderful conversation followed by what? A brokoen leg somehow? A stranger tells you're a cute but when someonoe you know (Maybe a [secret] crush) tells you that you could look better or "What's wrong with your hair?" You get all wrapped up inside again. I can't make you come out, no one can. Only you, yourself and you. Come out of your little hole. Only when you're ready though, don't come out of your little hole too fast or you may scare yourself back. Maybe someone else will scare you back. Get yourself together and don't stay in that hole for too long but stay long enough to become stronger in yourself. I (Being whoever is actually closest to you) will promise to stay by whether you need it or not. If you need my reassurance I'll be there to keep you up. I will care for you whether you think you need it or not. Just know I will always think you're a very wonderful person. Just know I'll always think that way of you. I love you. It does not ever matter what someone says about you, the people that really care know the actual truth. I will love you forever. Not for who or what you are or may become. I love you for that wonderful person I see inside. You can't see it because you won't look. That's okay. I can see it for you right now. I hope and pray you may see it one day, some day soon. Also, it doesn't matter how many people love you. It's how people decide to show how they love you. Oh love. How complicated people make you out to be. But how uncomplicated you really are. Dearest friend. I do care about your thoughts and you are intelligent. You really are. I can see the light of wonderful that bursts from you. You have yet to notice. I... I really do love you friend. Know that, forever know that. Just be alright. Just be yourself. Don't take life too seriously. I do love you a lot. Sincerely, Me...