Ugh...

I cry when I'm angry. It a way that I'm able to show emotion. I used to hit things. Now I act like a wimp and I cry. I hate it when people don't follow through with what they say they'll do. They wimp out for one excuse or another. It makes me angry. It also makes me angry when people are irresponsible sometimes. I can be irresponsible, of course. But when an adult goes and doesn't tell me if something is changed. Even if they wait till the very last minute, it angers me. I should have been told earlier. It's annoying when someone completely random knows more of what's going on than I do. I should know if I'm one of the important people in this circle, correct? Things do change though. I understand. It's just annoying when people don't say anything ever. I just wish I could be less of a wimp. I wish I could punch through a wall sometimes. I want to be strong. I need to be stronger. I need to calm down.