The Letter To Him

Must I be reminded of you and how amazing I think you are? I thought I was amazing. I thought my feelings had gone to someone else, to somewhere else, but you. You make me feel great just looking at you. You create these feelings and I almost want you to stop. These feeling are pain as well as attraction. A terrible combination but its also strengthening. But it will never help the feelings I have for you. My dear friend, friendship is better than nothing though it can hurt. I love you though. You may never know or understand but. You are such a fantastic human being. I believe in you and I'm glad I got to meet you, though. Thank you for being in my life and staying in my life for so long. You'll never see this but... I hope you may know this some day.