Tell the World Oh Well

It's interesting how many happy things can happen around you but you don't feel the happiness that should go along with it. Sometimes it's because you're a selfish person that always wants more. Other times it's because you only want to see or hear from one person. Sometimes people aren't fortunate enough to see that one person that could make your week, month, or life. Sometimes that is one of the hardest things to do, especially when you must put a smile on your face for everyone when you feel more like crying in the corner, hoping that one person will talk to you. You wonder what their life is like when they don't talk to you. It may be days or even hours though it feels like years. It's discouraging but your chin must rise above your sorrows and keep going. It may feel painful. It may be hard. You may never want to see the light of day ever again but you must rise above the life that you may want and continue with the life you have now. You can't show the fear that may be choking you to stay living on this earth with people you are told to be with, you must learn to fly among the clouds to start your life as you'd actually like it. Bend some rules, lay down your law, but consider peoples feelings though you should never bend because someones feelings might get hurt. Only consider their feelings slightly. You should be able to have your free will no matter what. So your feelings for whoever or about whatever should be yours to keep. It's okay to feel the way you feel, you just need to feel confident and comfortable enough with yourself that you can let the world know and just be okay with their decision to either accept or decline. Just shrug your shoulders, smile and tell them "Oh well".