I am Worth Less

I am Worth Less. I don't tell myself that constantly anymore. It comes in random waves less than before. I'm Worth Less. I'm worth more than what I used to tell myself at least. My heart feels less broken but that's because I pieced [it back together] I'm Worth Less. I'm not but my mind says I am. People use me, how can I not feel like a sham? I'm Worth Less. I can't untangle my brain's yarn of grief. I wish I could say these feelings would be brief. I'm Worth Less. I fight with my brain, I'm told that's strange. It's true, apparently I have no serotonin in my range. I'm Worth Less. I'm not someone people should want to be. I'm so broken, I don't want to let people see. I'm Worth Less Don't tell me what I need to do. I have the map, I don't need your sack of poo. I am Worth Less I walk around practicing how to smile. As I walk, I realise I've already gone a mile. I'm Worth Less. I can't believe the world today. People blatantly ignore it and that's just not okay. I'm worth less. I hold my head and try to cry quietly. So many people act as thought they just have a sense of 'piety' I am worth less. I can't stop my head from thinking. Tears roll down my face the more that I am blinking. It's all unbelievable. It's all a joke. So as I lay my head down to rest. I can't help but smoke.