What is this World Today?

That feeling. It isn't really just one feeling. Its pain, happiness, anger, sadness. Its stress whatever else it may be. Its one of those things that is hated but one of those things that seem not to be avoided. It sometimes just hits you one night. It also comes with exhaustion sometimes as if to say 'i think you need more to be worried about and push you to limits that feel like hell.' Well why can't we be without this wretched thing? This thing that torments us every minute of each day to keep us done lower on whatever chain we have been placed by society. We try to be more than what we may be but sometimes it doesn't work. Its hard to do most anything but why do we try sometimes? Is it because we care? Maybe. Is it because society cares? HAH they care for nothing of importance other than looks. Is it because we want others to care? Yes. But do they? Not usually but there are those people. Possibly unexpected sometimes but there are always those people. Those people that you need to keep but apparently you're not used to someone really caring, someone really wanting to be friendly and someone who won't fight because they hate fights. You don't just get back to being friends. Trust is in order for this and trust isn't easy to get back. No you can't just say "I'll do my best with being your friend." And expect them to be your jolly ol' friend again. Trust is earned over time.